Young at heart

i wish i was 1 again, and that i didnt have to worry about all the concerns of adult life and the big bad world, and i could just sit and play with colours and shapes and not know what it is to speak and not know how to argue or tell someone who hurt you to fuck off, just to gargle and laugh and sleep.  growing up is over-rated. who wants to grow up and fall in and out of love, get heart break, try drugs and get drunk, lose friends and learn how much of a dog eat dog world it is when you could just stay young forever and never have to worry and to have bone marrow built like rubber and to fall down and not break, just bounce back up and carry on waddling along and putting things in your mouth that you shouldnt. i'd give anything to forget everything and be young again for a day. it didnt matter if things werent okay because you never knew then..