Friday, 1 January 2010

Today I spilt white spirit over my bed and legs whilst bird watching.


long time no blog. the story goes, in the last week i have seen my friends, really fucked my liver off, eaten a lot, become a total consumer, come to the realization that i really am skint, said goodbye to my dad again until the next time i see him, come to the conclusion i probably wont see my mum again for a fairly long time and that life may be really hard from here on... but, despite this, im feeling pretty frisky about the whole situation. i dont know what it is but im getting a whole new outlook on life. ive got the people i need, got the mind set i need to be in, so im all set. i came into this year of 2010 feeling like id lifted a weight. after watching my cousin talking about the past and regrets and being so down, i decided im not going down that path. what has happened is done, and nothing can be done, so im really going to focus on the future and on the now. getting pissed last night in approximately 17 minutes was a success, and ended up with me and meg giving ourselves tattoos. i am now branded as a satanist. i have an anti-christ cross tattooed on my hand and i dont give a damn, im going to hell anyway for farting on my boyfriend. new years resolutions;

  • sort college out
  • steal my car from my mums house and sell it
  • use money for pointless and novelty items and end back at square one
  • make some sort of new hole in my face
  • try not to eat so god damn much
  • stop picking for spots
  • be nicer to ant
  • generally sort life out
  • get a phone
  • dont be a rim.

1 comment:

  1. things ive done so far;
    made a new hole in my face
    not ate so much
    got a phone.

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