NEWSFLASH

since i've already written 2 blogs about 2 important people in my life (said josh and meg), i think its important to write a proper blog about someone else extremely special. This be my boyfriend Anthony. i care about this naughty cypriot hunk a hell of a lot and hes done a lot for me in the last few months and i couldnt ask for more, he's exactly what ive needed and hes doing a damn good job of making me happy. if it wasnt for him i may well have blown my brains out for sorrow by now, but he keeps a massive smile on my face and lets me know im still cared about and i couldnt thank him more to be honest. ive had a really shit few months with a lot of nasty stuff going down and taking me down with it, and hes been there making it better as much as he can. he's totally beautiful and has amazing hair and the best golden eyes and a personality i will never ever get bored of. i hope he sticks around for a long time and doesnt get bored of my shitty mood swings and pathetic behavior or my sleep talking and constant retarded-ness.  i dont know how to even begin thanking him or showing him how much i care about him but i guess a blog about him is one step forward and better than nothing. hes the best and i love him to bits and wouldnt swap him for all the tea in china